No doubt love ruins your life if can't stay alive for long. But even if it was for some time, it is worse. In my case it was for 2 months & the hangover lasted for about 4 months. That’s 6 months of my life that I'm not getting back. No ordinary 6 months but the 6 months that could have made me or destroyed me.
I had a bunch of offers from B-Schools; turned them down. Job opportunities; not interested, all this just because I wasn't in ‘the’ state of mind. In the end when I realised what a mess I've created for myself, I found out she was still happy.
May be it is something that makes me a fool, but at least my feelings were true. Nothing makes me happy anymore & no girl seems hot enough in places where I go. Time is just passing by & all this happened because she thought it wasn't working. I still hear her saying "I love you" & I miss her in the mornings saying "Good Morning Honey". I think about it & I realize how weak this Love has made me.
But all these were a month ago. And then I met this girl & it was time when I gave those residual feelings a pass.
Time stood by when I saw her the first time. & Then I realised it wasn't love that I had for the first time; Because it was real & this something that was in front of me was different. I felt alive.
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