The Graduation Song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzsxAgAVerM

The Graduation Song I wrote after graduating from Bharati Vidyapeeth's College of Engineering.

Residual Feelings (2nd Teaser)

No doubt love ruins your life if can't stay alive for long. But even if it was for some time, it is worse. In my case it was for 2 months & the hangover lasted for about 4 months. That’s 6 months of my life that I'm not getting back. No ordinary 6 months but the 6 months that could have made me or destroyed me.

I had a bunch of offers from B-Schools; turned them down. Job opportunities; not interested, all this just because I wasn't in ‘the’ state of mind. In the end when I realised what a mess I've created for myself, I found out she was still happy.

May be it is something that makes me a fool, but at least my feelings were true. Nothing makes me happy anymore & no girl seems hot enough in places where I go. Time is just passing by & all this happened because she thought it wasn't working. I still hear her saying "I love you" & I miss her in the mornings saying "Good Morning Honey". I think about it & I realize how weak this Love has made me.

But all these were a month ago. And then I met this girl & it was time when I gave those residual feelings a pass.

Time stood by when I saw her the first time. & Then I realised it wasn't love that I had for the first time; Because it was real & this something that was in front of me was different. I felt alive.

Residual Feelings (Title of my New Book)

This is what I wrote for the first time when I started writing this book.

The book turned out to be much better.

I thought about it, I felt a thing in my heart. A darn feeling of being alone for the rest of my life is what I stood by. Love happens for once & I know it was true. It will never happen again. And I'll never fall in love again.

I'll never fall in love again. It is not by choice. It is just a thing that makes the matter exist in space. It’s shear logic. I felt it & things will never be the same again. It happened & only thing that came to my mind was "Why did it had to happen".

I was never a boy with a crazy heart but a very young boy, reckless, restless & a winner. But when I lost it, I lost it because it was a battle & not love. But I thought about it & I knew it was love because it was love & it’ll never happen again.

My feelings were true & so was my heart telling the truth. I begged for the clouds & felt for the hell below me. But none was alive. I was alone, alone on the stretcher. My heart was weak & eyes screaming in fear. Love it was & then a broken heart alas!

I felt a deep passion of symphony calling for a truce & so did I follow. But the land was barren because the time had passed. My love was a single heart on the motherland of our sorrows. I always believed that something was wrong with this world. So it was either me making a false statement or just a sorry fellow crying on her mamma's arms. One of it had to be true. So I started a life to know the truth.

9 days alone in the silence I wept. But she didn't call. 'Let's just break-up', She had her heart take a call on 24th of January. Waiting with a little life inside my heart, I gave up & it was not odd because I still felt a feeling for her.

I knew I loved her from the moment I saw her. Her simplicity & bubbliness is what I had fallen for.